Song from the Heart.

He used to make me laugh, but now he makes me cry.

I wanted him to love me back, but I don't know why I try.

I thought he was perfect, but boy was I wrong.

It looks like it's time for my heart to play another sad song.

He used to give me tingles, now he gives me pain.

I used to dream of his sweet kiss in the pouring rain.

I felt like something was there when he would stare into my eyes.

But now I know to not believe in those pathetic lies.

He has left me without a heart, he took it and was gone.

And now I'm thinking maybe it's time to be moving on.

I don't know how I will ever fall out of love with his smile.

Maybe days, maybe never, maybe in awhile.

It's almost sad he doesn't know what he did to me.

He changed my life for all of eternity.

But as my life passes by, I will never forget this feeling.

Because till the day I die, my heart will still be healing.

Hello world.

"Its amazing how one can love with all their heart, although they know that the love will never be returned..."

That's exactly how I feel. I know he won't love me back, but I still have hope...for reasons that are completely unknown. Theres just no way that it would go my way. I mean it never has...why should it now? But I always know that when its supposed to happen it will. When is that you ask? Well if I knew I wouldnt be wasting my time on pointless guys like the ones in the past...Its the start of a new decade. A new era...hopefully. Its 2010 and I feel completely renewed!...kinda. I think its time for some changes...I just dont know what yet. Maybe it will come to me in a dream! Ha, ha, good one. Hmm I have some or should I say a LOT of thinking to do. A lot to figure out. But honestly I dont know where to start...the only thing that came to mind was letting out my feelings on a public diary. Ha.