Is that even possible?

You know, its been a while since Ive thought about "him". And I didnt exactly plan to think about him until I was old and wrinkly and reflecting back on my life. So I was walking out of the lockerrooms, towards my next class when I see him and his so called buddies. I thought nothing of it until I saw him smile. At that moment I felt like I was back in that deep dark pit. He had gotten his braces off and his already amazing smile just got more amazing. Just one smile and he can melt my heart. How fair is it to have that kind of power over someones heart?! It pains me to think that I actually had a flashback to my old feelings. I cant describe it to you. Its like, making the same mistake twice. It sucks. And girls, Im sorry to let you down, but I have no advice on how to not fall back in the same hole. How to never have feelings of any kind for that particular person ever again. Theres nothing you can do but hope, hope really hard that you dont fall for them again.